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Ohh I miss to write here. Infact ada banyak nak bercerita tapi due to time constraint..tak sempat deh!!
In person, I am not that talkative type (tapi kalau kena gaya akan jadi sangat talkative :-p ) so kalau bab2 nak bercerita or meluahkan perasaan ..ececeh..I prefer in writing. Sometimes I go round, round the bush..meleret-leret hiks!.

Back to the track plis, lately my schedule agak kepadatan. Dalam kepala so many things..mixed up.
Work-wise, this year I kena go outstation. Coming soon in April.
Dang! When I receive that news..pretend to be cool sebab dah tulis dalam career objectives/aspiration.. one of them ‘ready to adapt changes’ haa..tu changes laa. Kata ever readykan. Padahal in my mind terus melilau ingat my kids. I will miss them. Teruk kan..belum apa2 muka nayli and umair dah bersilih ganti dlm kotak fikiranku.

Actually bukan lama pun kena pi outstation..seminggu jer BUT for me lama tuh. Homesick ok.
My experience past 3 years kot..I kena pergi kerja ke Kota Singa..masa tuh berat hati nak tinggal Umair yang still kecil dan masih menyusu badan. Kalau boleh nak merayu kat boss boleh tak saya nak mintak excuse..eheh.
Masa outstation tu I kena bengkak susu…gosh! Ibu-ibu mesti tahu macamana sengsaranya bengkak susu. Rasa macam nak demam. Uhhh sakit dan very uncomfortable.

Balik-balik jer terus give big hugs to kids and Umair terus melekat macam gam ngan mommynya. Maklumlah tak pernah separate lama. Kesian dia.

Now syukur they grew up and wiser. So I dah inform them in advance that mommy will be away soon. Nayli said: Mommy berapa hari kitaorang kena jadi anak mak? (mak is their babysitter) I told: Tak lama seminggu jer..
Thank God I ada caring babysitter and anytime I boleh rely on her. Alhamdulillah.

Me myself yang risau lelebih..belum kena tinggal anak2 dan suami sebulan ke dua bulan. If that happen.. *nanges*
Dah ‘berbakul’ pesanan I tinggalkan utk husband, cuma I tak put in writing jer..hiks. But yesterday, my husband told me that he has to go outstation as well that time.
Alahai..kesian kiddos. Nak buat camane tuntutan kerja.
This weekend, InsyaAllah we will go to Teluk Rubiah. So I will take this opportunity to spend precious time with them.

My calendar berderet lists. Tak boleh lah..sekarang semua I kena mark in calendar kalau tak lupo. Nak tengok list tu?.. secara kasarnya macam kat bawah ni…

• 13 – 14 Mac – Reunion, Teluk Rubiah. 14 Mac - birthday adik (nak wish kat adik ni..good luck! hari ni ada test lesen kerete and tengok result spm..)
• School holiday – nak ambik coti sehari , rest..plan to bring kids to watch Alice in Wonderland…jommmm!
• Next 2 weeks – renew lesen kete & training anti money laundering
• Segala report-report punya due dates malas nak tulislah..nanti lagi memanjang list ni (actually these reports yg buat my head rasa macam banyak sangat benda ni!)

APRIL & MAY plak…
• Two days before go outstation..ada majlis akad niqah one of my immediate family member..guess who?
• next day birthday umair
• then outstation
• one week later my friend’s wedding reception ceremony kat Cyberview Lodge Resort..tak pernah pergi sini so harus menghadirkan diri :)
• the following weekend husband punya office punya family day
• 2 days later birthday nayli,
• a few days later yours truly punya birthday :)
• then dental appointment
• following week outstation again

Setakat tu jer dulu..mintak-mintak semuanya akan bejalan lancar sepertimana yang dirancang. InsyaAllah.

cheeky umair and princess wannabe, nayli